My first impression of Savannah is it seems like it’s composed of smaller communities. Each community has its own personality. As the city grew to the south, the housing and road architecture reflects each growth period.
Hunter Army Airfield is a welcomed relief after living in Santa Fe for the past five winters. After growing up in a semi-military environment, it was an aspect that I missed in Santa Fe.
The downtown area is a very romantic area. Old city feeling mixed with corporate and independent stores. I stopped counting the number of bars/pubs in downtown Savannah at 7 because that’s 6 more than downtown Santa Fe. I was not able to explore much, but when I move in June, I will have Brittany with me, so it will be even more fun.
While visiting AASU, I somehow got roped into watching an MPH candidate’s research presentation on unsafe abortions in Ethiopia. The presentation consisted of a documentary about the subject and a brief overview of the research. I stopped watching half way through the documentary because of the women’s stories and their experiences were placing me out of my comfort zone. While I sat there trying not to read the subtitles, I thought about my future at AASU. I was thinking about that uneasiness I was feeling. It’s that uneasiness that I want to push out of me and confront with full confidence all sensitive health related topics.
I thought about what public health project I would like to carry out at AASU. Earlier this week, I thought about my FB Causes group, ALS Research, and the future of the group after social media/facebook becomes less prominent. I thought maybe turning the name into a full fledge nonprofit, but I know nothing of starting nonprofit or the legal aspects of it. More research and book reading is required.
A little part of me wonders what AASU sees in me that made them say yes to my application. When I met with the program director, he kept going on and on about my essay and how philosophical it was. I glanced down at my essay on his desk and I could see many check marks and exclamation marks in the margins. At SJC, I always thought that was a good sign when I received my papers back. I did write a better personal statement compare to the first time applying for an MPH slot. Because of my essay, the program director assigned me to a really great advisor. I met her briefly and she seemed really nice and welcoming. She’s the Co-Editor in Chief of The Journal of Bioethical Inquiry. I’m really exciting to work with my advisor because I started developing an interest in bioethics before I enrolled at SJC. While I was interning at Bassett, I talked to a few doctors about getting involved with bioethics. They either didn’t know or held the opinion that bioethicists did not know what they were talking about because they were not clinicians.
I never asked why the program director picked me because I don’t want to keep doubting my abilities. I need to move forward. I told Brittany once that I feel I just need someone in the public health academia to believe in me and give me a chance to prove to the community that I’m committed to the field. This is my chance.